I have done something for me for once in my life. That was breathe. In the process of breathing, I have let go of people to start walking with my head up high. Oh lord how is this going to play out?

One day he'll know everything I said was in sincerity, I never meant for it to play out the way it did. My love was true, though never perfect...it was honest. One day, he might be able to talk to me without the break in his voice and resentment in his tone.

I have just passed my first year of three in the CYW program. 4.0 once again. That means something I'm sure.
Pride week was amazing.<3
We (the Sheridan Pride Alliance) got an award and I'm thrilled. Truely.

Oh how this gets better...
I'm going to see Tarja next weekend...

My eyes are on another. In fact as I write this down I'm looking at this beautiful woman with worry on her face. She knows the pain I'm going through. She knows my situation and yet she smiles at me, with full lips gentle hands and soft eyes. How did this happen? I'm not sure? She sits, watching me; waiting for me to run I'm sure. She doesn't know I guess...I can't say much more but it's war and I'm ready. I'm fucking ready.<3

Sah, I miss you and we must be speaking soon.