It's been a while since I've last updated or submitted anything of substance. I realize this. I've been writing and taking a lot of shots. I realize that my submissions aren't going to get me rich, nor are they going to drastically change the face of art but; for those who comment, favourite and support me, I thank you.

I've been working in school like a bastard and I'm currently doing my placement in my Child and Youth practice. It's amazing. The kids are great and I already feel I've learnt so much.

My girlfriend is by far one of the most amazing ladies I know and I am privilaged to love her and have her love. She makes me feel whole, loves and needed; without pity or vunerability. She is brillant, kind, sweet, loving and oh so sexy. I didn't think I could feel this way. It doesn't feel wrong, anywhere, anytime, even when we don't see eye to eye. I don't even know if love totally covers what I feel for her.
I know what you said, I know what I'll do.<3

I'm going to add my work tonight eventually and then I'm going to add some photo's, so feel free to comment and critic. Also, I'm also at 1500 views. So thank you. It might not seem like many for the amount of time I've been on here, but it means a lot to me. Thank you.

The Black Dahlia: Elizabeth Short (July 29, 1924 – ca. January 15, 1947) was an American woman who was the victim of a gruesome and much-publicized murder. She acquired the nickname Black Dahlia after moving to California. Short was found mutilated, her body dismembered, on January 15, 1947 in Leimert Park, Los Angeles, California. The murder, which remains unsolved, has been the source of widespread speculation as well as several books and film adaptations.
I got this from wikipedia dumbass. Read a book. Mutilated and dismembered would be a better title to your chapter. Because that's all you've done.

You see, I'm living in Toronto now, school is right around the corner and I'm sitting here in pain. I'm in pain for a number of reasons, the most constant is her. She had lead along, cheated on and ripped apart the soul of ma douce. But, she still lingers like the fucking plague. I have to be picked, but 'she' did the picking. Now ma belle hurts and I'm left to wondering if it were different, would she really be here?

I can't even write a review for the story which 'she' fucks my girlfriend in fanfiction style. So I'll write it here. Call me mean and cruel, I'm being honest.

"Your story is pretentious. I say that because the emotions are fake, there is no proof otherwise. The dialogue just drags on and on but really, who is following this train wreck? There are more than several spelling errors and grammer errors. The only thing you did manage to do is create a good title. Not because of the flower you speak of, nay. Because all you've really done to ma douce is mutilate and taint her soul. Clearly writing isn't your fortay.

The attempt at erotica does nothing, mainly because there is no passion there.
How can there be? The one you wrote this for is taken, shes happy. She had waited so long for you, but what did you do instead? You cheated on her, treated her like shit, and forgot about her. Now, now that she has someone, moving on from you, you pull this shit? Listen, if she wanted to wait anymore, she wouldn't have said yes to being mine.
She is not yours.

I on the other hand, will fight until my very last breath escapes me. I will cry out to the rest of the world that my heart is hers and that I love her more than the air I breathe.

You don't know what that love is, you only know obsession. You want her because there is no possiblity of being yours; because the chance you had is gone and you know will never return. All you are is pathetic. So get a girlfriend, and write about fucking someone else.

She is my lady."



I'm moments away to adding this to her page. Where ma douce has written to her. She should know someone else has seen this shit and is moments away of having a little too much fun.

I've also written a monologue called Black Dahlia. Because I'm a cunt and definately not going to lay down and take this. It also says a lot of what has been going on. Its partially fiction and a lot of fact.

It's pride weekend and wooo hooo! I also got some new ink too<3 It was the most beautiful pain ever.
Also my girlfriend and I just had our 2 month mark and she got me this beautiful music box. I love it very mucho.
Now we are going to dance our hearts out and celebrate love. Look forward to the art of this weekened in the next few weeks.

Be safe all!

Sah, I miss you.

I'm not going to let go.

I'm going to fight for all that is and can be for us.

I love you.






[I'll be waiting]

I am damaged to the point of repair.
Where I just pick up whats left and keep walking.
Even if that is only by a sad piece of skin.
[In my case, a beauty I am dared to call my own]
I want to let go, and you're not letting me...


Stupidity is:

Jealousy over nothing.
Doing things that you know will hurt her to yourself.
Punching walls that don't belong to you.
Smoking.


Oh how I've gone mad. When you see me, tell her to come back?